I'm trying to be perfect , but I'm not ....

When I'm trying to join my friend topic , but i fail ....

When I'm trying to tell my friend my jokes, i fail again ...

When I'm trying to be humour in front of my friend , i fail again and again....

And it make me think and think and think , why i'm fail to get their attention ?

Am I too stupid  ? or i just din't have that kind of talent ?

Sometime i feel i have some gap with my friend , really feel suck at the lower point of my life ... I hope it will get it away from me  , as far as posible ...

School have been reopen ... What your feeling ? :)

Hi there , i m have been long time din renew my blog :D
My first back to school with form5 identity :)
i m GROWING UP,i cant treat this year as honeymoon year anymore , Spm will coming soon , i must revolution myself , and this is my 2012 year target , what about yours?
I'm big different with last year , last year i just a innocent boy , but this year i must be mature enough  , i will fight for her ... 
my life was lost a blank and being fill by her , my love ...
i know alot of parent will not argee their child having a girlfriend/boyfriend while study ,but i just wanna tell them , their opinion may wrong , now world opinion change , even Obama oso can be he President of Us , but why ?those parent minded cant change like Us resident? I know some parent is worry about their child , but sometime this kind of thing is hard to say ... even my mother cant accept it , but my father just act it as normal ...
 because this is normal , not need to worry , if urs child have be growing up , now days teenegers wanna freedom , such as me ...
I'm a type of boy that unlike somebody tie me up ...
we must learn from mistake, but now days parent ar overworry and overprotect their child , even form 1 student going to school first day ,i saw alot of parent are around them ,  LOL
So have a nice day :)